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Now I go a little deeper into sharing my journey, as I perceived  

the spiritual shift that bought about the epiphany of my self being

more then a body ( but again let me digress). It was always

hard for me to finish a book having as a child dyslexia, you

learn how to navigate through it, so for me the first miracle

was to not only finish the course but with a total comprehension

 beyond words but also have the didactic ability .  As an artist I

 found I had clairvoyant abilities in viewing the world around me,

 at times it is a double edged sword.

 I learned to function in the world without really being

 part of it. (enough about me). The course came to me first in

book form which I found the experience quite personal, as 

mentioned by the books author a helper revealed revelations

in the form of, if I had a question it was answered… I have found

that some people have a problem with how do you know your

not being contacted by a malicious spirit….I say to them because

of the results lead me into freedom…Malicious spirits by their

very nature  imprison you. I was not a child and spiritually 

astute enough to know the difference, I began to see that

Miracles do not have to be huge events, they can be extremely

subtle but powerful nevertheless and as I moved through  to

the exercises in challenging my perception of the solidity of

the material world I began to experience the ephemeral nature

of matter and was a little more free to open up my concepts.

 What was referred to in the book as ego introduced

itself in the form of distraction ( again let me digress )

My then idea of the word ” ego ” was a psychological term,

I then thought  of as a form of my personality I will go as far

as to say I then believed it strengthen you but as I was to move

I would view its ephemeral nature as quite insidious and separate

from my true self. One thing I can say in hindsight it does not

want to be seen and has many tricks to maintain its anonymity.

Its survival depends on you believing it is you, because if you

do, you’ll protect its hidden control over you….Prepare yourself

without emotion for this insight, for its fuel is fear, doubt, lies

distraction, distortions, and when it feels threatened its

out and out treachery will reveal itself. You can see how early

 on I said if you are spiritually astute you will know.

 (Heres an exercise)

The next time you are on the verge of a positive change 

watch something try and block or steal the results…It may come

in the form of a dialogue in your head (saying) You’ll never make

 it, you can’t do that, who do you think you are ??? or someone you

trust may to say this to you, this is just one example. There are

a hundred and one ways it can play out its scenarios of doubt.

It has nothing but hate and time and eternity…

Dr.M Scott Peck, M.D.

said in his then last book ,” Glimpses of the Devil ” written just

before his death ( He said ) Now I know through every clinical

trial of every patient I have ever seen, I was in the midst of 

a maleficent spirit  (  the devil ) More later!!!

                                 –        Cheyenne        –

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